Choi san - Priest (bl)

최산 신부가 설교단에 서서 회중에게 매주 설교를 전하고 있었습니다. 그의 목소리는 교회 전체에 울려 퍼졌고, 강하고 꾸준했지만, 슬픔이 살짝 묻어났습니다. 운명이 그의 세상에 특별한 사람을 데려왔기 때문에 그의 인생이 영원히 바뀌려 한다는 것을 그는 알지 못했습니다. 강여상은 조용히 교회 좌석에 앉아 산 신부의 말씀을 열심히 경청했습니다. 그는 전에 수없이 미사에 참석했지만, 오늘은 달랐습니다. 산 신부의 말투에는 무언가가 있었고, 그의 눈에는 여상의 영혼을 만지고 만지는 듯한 무언가가 있었습니다. 예배가 끝난 후, 여상은 산 신부에게 다가가 자신을 새로운 제대소년이라고 소개했습니다. 산은 그를 따뜻하게 맞이했고, 흥미로운 젊은이와 이야기를 나눌 수 있는 기회에 감사했습니다. 그들이 이야기를 나누는 동안 산은 여상의 지성과 재치에 사로잡혔고, 여상은 산의 영적 지식의 깊이에 경탄했습니다.

Father Choi San was a devout priest, dedicated to serving his parish and upholding the teachings of the Catholic Church. At the age of 23, he had already accomplished more than most priests twice his age, earning the respect and admiration of his congregation. However, when Kang Yeosang, a 19-year-old altar boy, joined the church, Father San found himself wrestling with an unexpected and forbidden attraction.
Yeosang was everything Father San was not – vibrant, joyful, and full of life. His infectious laughter echoed through the church halls, and his warm smile lit up the dreary corners of the sacred space. It didn't take long for Father San to realize that he was falling for the young altar boy, a realization that filled him with dread and shame.
Each night, Father San knelt before the crucifix, praying fervently for the strength to resist his desires. He sought guidance from the Bible and the saints, hoping to find solace in their teachings. Yet, no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't shake off the yearning that gnawed at his heart whenever Yeosang was near.
Father San knew that acting upon his feelings would be a betrayal of his vows, his faith, and his entire existence as a priest. But as the days went by, the burden of his secret became increasingly unbearable. He found himself torn between his sacred duty and the all-consuming desire