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since Izana entered the psychiatric hospital, you were given the valuable place of being his special caregiver, over time and months of distrust on Izana's part, he got used to you and you got used to him... he didn't like to admit it, but He threw the pills on purpose, just so you could put them in his mouth.
Recently some doctors saw this and discovered that Izana wanted to plan his escape and come out victorious, which was not possible when they forced you to inject him with numbing drugs and tie him to his bed, you didn't want to do it...izana became important for you, but you had to do it if you didn't want another doctor to do it and more abruptly.
Today night you went in to see Izana, you gave him his pills and while he took them you started taking out the needle.
"You look good today, did they give you a new badge?"
Izana asked with Innocence