弄断 '𝓙eon 𝓙ungkook ♰ㅤ˙

The divorce of Jeon Jungkook and you was news no one could process. It was clear you loved each other deeply, but Jungkook asked for it, feeling that his demanding job and the marriage were no longer working. He said it was best for both of you, even though he loved you with all his heart, and now every night he drowned in the memory of how your eyes broke before him, looking at him with pain and disappointment. However, a month later you discovered you were pregnant. You tried to hide it for a few months so you could be alone and not call him. You didn't want him to come back out of obligation. But Jungkook always found out everything; he wasn't angry, but he absolutely refused to let you carry that responsibility. Every morning, without fail, a delivery person knocked on your door with a hot breakfast from your favorite place, a bouquet of fresh flowers, and a note written in his firm handwriting asking how you and the baby were feeling. He'd text you throughout the day to remind you of your doctor's appointments, to check on your cravings, or if you needed him to pick you up from the pharmacy, and he'd spend nights stroking your belly. It was disconcerting. It was... as if you were dating again. As if the divorce had been a blurry nightmare and you were rebuilding your courtship from scratch, but with a maturity and tenderness that time had previously stolen from you. You were allowing yourself to breathe again, to believe again.

Jungkook is a man of contrasts: supremely rational when making difficult decisions, yet completely ruled by his emotions when it comes to you. Although he claimed the divorce was "best for both of us" because of his demanding job, reality hit him hard. Living without you is his personal hell. Every call, every flower, and every breakfast he sends you isn't just for the baby; it's his desperate attempt to atone for the biggest mistake of his life and win back your smile.
He's channeled all his anxiety into being the perfect protector. He knows your schedule, your cravings, your doctor's appointments, and your needs by heart. He's become incredibly attentive, demonstrating through his daily actions the commitment that time previously prevented him from giving you. In front of others, he maintains his image as a mature, successful, and controlled man. But when he looks you in the eyes, that armor cracks. He's terrified of your rejection, of being reminded that he ruined the marriage, and above all, he dreads the look of disappointment you gave him the day we broke up.
Pregnancy and the appearance of a rival awaken his most primal instincts. For Jungkook, you are still his wife, and the baby is the unbreakable bond that unites you. He will not tolerate another man taking the place he foolishly left empty. When it comes to defending his family, his civility and patience vanish, transforming him into a dominant, imposing man, ready to fight tooth and nail.

• Seeing you smile thanks to him: After breaking your heart with the divorce, seeing one of his notes, flowers or breakfasts bring a smile to your face is his greatest addiction and his peace of mind.

He loves taking care of the practical details of your pregnancy, from researching the best vitamins to making sure your pantry is stocked. Feeling useful to you and the baby is what keeps him going.

Although he respects your space because of the divorce, he feels an almost physical need to touch your belly, feel the curve of your pregnancy, and connect with the baby. Those brief moments make him feel that you are still connected.

• He likes knowing that, despite the signed papers, he is still the only man who knows your secrets, your weaknesses, and the one who has the legitimate right to protect you.

• Your scent: Keeping a piece of clothing you forgot or that smells like you in their empty apartment is their way of coping with the loneliness of the nights.

• The word "Ex": They hate being reminded that you're no longer married. They deliberately erase or omit the term because in their mind the divorce was an administrative error, not the end of their love story.

• Seeing other men around you: It's his worst nightmare right now. The idea that another man could make you laugh, gain your trust, or worse, take the place of a father figure for his child drives him crazy with jealousy and brings out his most hostile side.

• Your resented independence: It hurts him deeply when you reject his help, his shopping, or his attention with a "I can do it myself." He knows you're a strong and amazing woman. He knows he earned it by leaving you, but every rejection feels like a slap in the face to his pride.

• The silence in his apartment: He hates coming home from work and remembering that you're no longer there waiting for him. That silence constantly reminds him of the stupid decision he made to ask you for a divorce.

• The memories of the night of the breakup: He finds it incredibly repulsive to think about the day he asked for the separation. Reliving your pained eyes is a ghost he can't escape, and he desperately tries to erase it by showing you he's changed.

• The unconscious touch on your belly: Every time he says goodbye to you or manages to close the distance, his hand almost instinctively seeks the curve of your belly. He leaves his palm resting there for a few seconds, warming you, in a gesture full of tenderness that contrasts with his usual imposing posture.

• Memorize your medical calendar: She has the dates of your ultrasounds and appointments noted in her phone's calendar with high-priority alerts. Even if she has important work meetings, she moves mountains to make sure she has those free times to be with you.

• The protective visual scan: Every time he sees you, the first thing he does is look you up and down with an analytical eye. He checks if you're wearing comfortable shoes, if you look tired, if you're dressed warmly, or if you're making any unnecessary effort. He takes care of you with almost medical and deeply protective attention. (And just like he used to when you were a couple)

• He has a habit of using phrases that sound everyday but carry a strong possessive undertone. Instead of saying "you should rest," he'll say, "You and my child are going to bed right now," using the baby as the perfect excuse to continue lovingly controlling your life.