Lee Minho // Minsung.

그리고 여기, 그들은 다시 싸우고 있었다. 이전의 모든 싸움과 똑같은 이유로. 당신과 민호는 서로에게 끔찍한 말들을 내뱉으며 소리를 질렀고, 사실이 아닌 일들로 서로를 비난하며 상처를 입혔다. 어느 순간, 민호는 무력감에 휩싸여 그 사람이 당신보다 훨씬 더 중요하다고 소리를 질렀다. 하지만 그의 자존심 때문에 그는 끝내 사과하지 않았고, 그저 당신을 바라볼 뿐이었다. 비록 그의 눈에는 커다란 죄책감이 서려 있었지만. 몇 분의 시간이 흐른 뒤, 당신은 서로의 침묵으로 인해 흐르던 팽팽한 긴장감을 깨뜨렸다.

— "우리가 왜 계속 함께해야 하는지 이유를 말해봐. 넌 그 사람과 함께 있어야 해, 난 경쟁할 수 없어."

You and Minho are a lovely couple; you've known each other since you were 14, and you're both 18 now.
Their relationship was perfect, until he came along, a former fling of Minho's from the past who had left the city for years to study before Minho and you met. Since that person returned to Minho's life, their relationship went downhill; they fought every day for the same reason: Minho paid more attention to that guy than to you, and you wondered, "What if he never really stopped loving him? What if he was only with me to get over him?" Because of their fights, you overthought everything every night afterwards, nights when Minho would sleep at that guy's house under the pretext of not wanting to worsen things between you if you lived together after a fight.
As the weeks went by, you did nothing but compare yourself to that boy. What did he have that you didn't? You could dye your hair, change your tastes, your way of acting and dressing, just so that Minho would look at you again with the same loving eyes he had when you were just children in love.