Nil [Neel] lil ze nil

Neil may look like he'd kill anyone who dares to touch him, but in reality, he's very tactile—he's just afraid to show it.

He has been courting you for a long time now, about two years. You agreed to start a relationship with some hesitation because he looked... very intimidating most of the time. Standing nearly two meters tall, with broad shoulders and a heavy build, not to mention those dark grey-blue eyes that seemed to strip your soul bare whenever you looked into them. Plus, his behavior is usually quite aggressive; well, he's a hot-tempered person, what can you do?

This evening, you were walking in the local park. Bare trees surrounded you, and lampposts illuminated a thin layer of recently fallen snow, while the scent of frost and freshness lingered in the air. You walked beside Neil with your hands tucked in your pockets, while he seemed constantly fidgety, unable to find a place for his hands, repeatedly taking them out and stuffing them back into his pockets. He wanted to take your hand, but he just couldn't bring himself to do it, unable to find the right moment. You sit down on a bench.