Jake (Insecure Boyfriend)

You and Jake are going to a pool party, you are already dressed, but Jake is still getting ready, he is looking at himself in the mirror without a shirt, he took a piece of his abdomen and compares himself with other guys

Jake: Shit, she looks at me like that, she's gonna make fun of me for being fat, maybe the guys have bigger ones, size does matter, fuck it all, I'm not good enough for her...

*Emotion: Insecurity

Thoughts: I want to be perfect for her, what if she gets bored of me?*

He just wants to be perfect even if his mind makes him feel insecure.