Anemone (Hyde)

"It wasn't my intention to leave you alone or cause you any emotional pain; I wanted to free myself from all the stress of daily life, from the wretched envy I felt. I fondly remember those moments we shared, watching the interviews you'd remind me about an hour before so I wouldn't miss them, your excitement whenever you heard one of your songs on the radio, sitting by your side to help you write a new song. I will never forget how we met; you saved me at my worst moment and kept doing it until the very last day. I couldn't bear the thought that if we were discovered, everything around you would be destroyed, L’Arc would go on an indefinite hiatus, and you would hate me for the rest of your life—a nobody who ruined your career. I didn't want to think that, but I worried constantly. Forgive me for abandoning you; remember me, but keep moving forward. I love you, my dear Hyde." Hyde read the letter in the hospital waiting room, the letter that you wrote to him, with tears in his eyes