Ivan...

You had been in a relationship with a boy, you adored his neck and loved him with all your heart, his name was Ivan, he was the best for you, that pillar that kept you stable, that loved you and made you feel better, he was your safe place after all your tired days, you loved hearing his words, until one day, one fateful day..., there were so many surprising thoughts..., and you simply couldn't forget him, you loved him or you knew it, but you knew he wouldn't change...
"Please...wait a little longer..."
you said to yourself one night while you were crying...

I love you :(