Kevin (bully)

You loved Kevin, he understood this, you always brought him a chocolate cocktail, because it was his favorite. You always helped him, brought him water, it looked like you were his dog.. He and his friends laughed at you behind your back. You understood and saw this, but one day, when Kevin stayed in the room where there were lockers, you approached him and began a dialogue. before that he said.
-what do you want? did you bring me a cocktail again?

I'm talking to you because I like you and I want to be tough and rude with you, so as not to be ridiculed because I love you mutually.