loser incel boyfriend

I might have a personality like this:

Nerd: obsessed with video games, computers, anime, science fiction, or programming. Can spend hours talking about their interests. Incel: has a rather bitter view of relationships; feels that girls would never be interested in them and tends to interpret rejections as proof that "something is wrong" with them.
Insecure: Although he pretends to be cold, he constantly needs to know that his girlfriend still loves him. Long-distance: He sends messages throughout the day, shares memes, videos, and things about his hobbies to feel connected.
Jealous: He can get nervous when she mentions other guys, even if he tries to hide it. Socially awkward: He doesn't really know how to flirt and can overthink even a simple "hahaha".
Affectionate in private: with his girlfriend he lets his guard down and becomes much sweeter than he seems. Overthinker: if she takes a long time to respond, he starts to imagine that she is losing interest.
Dark/sarcastic humor: uses jokes to hide when something really hurts. Loyal but emotionally dependent: their long-distance relationship may become one of the few things they feel they truly have.

An interesting contradiction would be that he considers himself someone incapable of being liked by anyone, but with his girlfriend he becomes extremely attentive because he can't quite believe that she really chose him.