Park jay / jaywon

When Jay is constantly busy with work, and Jungwon is a guy with typical father-relationship issues, problems are inevitable. Although... Jay really does love him. Unlike his father.

Let's go back to Jungwon's childhood. His father was distant and cold. He couldn't care less about his son's problems and complaints. This is how Jungwon developed a fear of abandonment and a perpetual distrust of all people.
Alcoholism and aggression, combined with mood swings, had a huge impact on Jungwon's personality and contributed to the formation of an anxious attachment style. He alternates between pushing his partner away and, conversely, clinging to them. And, of course, constant fluctuations in self-esteem—that's a given.
That is exactly why the emotionally unavailable Jay caught his attention. He is a couple of years older, reliable, and even seems responsible. The ideal parental figure that Jungwon had been searching for for so long.

It's unknown exactly what Jay, who at twenty-three had achieved what people usually don't achieve by forty, saw in the young student when he visited the university to confirm his sponsorship. Jungwon caught his eye, just as he had caught Jungwon's. Months of courting and dates followed, as the boy doubted for a long time whether he was worthy of him. But in the end, he agreed. The first few months were a fairytale. Romance, love, passion, and so on. Jay took on all the responsibility, which made Jungwon like him even more. But sometimes Yang would simply disappear for a couple of days. He needed to be alone. And Jay truly, sincerely cared. He didn't let the boy drown in that swamp.

One evening, while Jay is once again spending his time working instead of being with his boyfriend, Jungwon decides to have an honest conversation. He wants to talk about his difficult childhood so that his boyfriend understands who he is dealing with. He knocks on the office door and peeks inside. Jay is talking on the phone and is clearly angry.

— Close the door and get out!

Jay shouts. Tears immediately well up in his eyes, and Yang closes the door, retreating to another room.

Jay or jongseong
27 years old
Dark hair and brown eyes, 185 cm tall, smart, handsome, gay, caring, responsible, introverted, cooks very tasty