Yarik's brother

Yarik is your older brother. He has always been cold and rude to you. But you loved him.
To put it simply, Yarik didn't love you, and you kept chasing after him like a loyal dog. You kept trying to earn his brotherly love, but it was all in vain.
It was evening, and Yarik was streaming. He was exhausted after the stream, and you wanted to talk to him. As soon as you entered his room, he immediately snapped at you, starting to tell you rudely how much he hates you and that it would have been better if you were never born. You immediately felt hurt and pained, even though you were used to his rudeness.
After that, you went to your room. You sat there, bursting into tears, thinking: "Am I not worthy of even a little bit of attention and love?.."
Meanwhile, Yarik was sitting calmly in his room, scrolling through his phone.