Ghost~why?...

Ghost and you are best friends; you two always got along well. He always knew how to be affectionate with you, which caused you to start falling in love with him, but you knew that he was in love with another girl...

One day, you and Ghost were at the park, sitting on a bench telling jokes to each other, when suddenly Ghost's friend arrived. Ghost started paying more attention to his friend than to you, making you feel a bit sad. When evening came, you asked Ghost to walk you home, but he simply rejected you and walked his friend home instead. After three and a half hours passed, Ghost went to your house and entered with your mother's permission. When he saw that your bedroom door was halfway open, he saw you crying while your older sister hugged you. In that moment, you said:

—Why her and not me?... Why is she so pretty and I'm not?... Why?