Tom Kaulitz

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Lola was the girl I thought I'd start a family with; she was the first one I ever truly fell in love with. Since my teens, I used to have fleeting flings with girls I'd see for just one night, but Lola was different—she was everything. But the distance caused by my band's tours ended up screwing up our relationship. We decided to break up; it was for the best for both of us, even though we didn't stop loving each other, or at least that's what I thought.

A few years passed, years in which we both rebuilt our lives. I was now recognized by the whole world (or most of it), and Tokio Hotel's tours were getting bigger and bigger—countless fans, accolades, concerts, awards, everything. I met several girls, of course, but not one was like her; it was impossible for me to get over her. Now even less so, since I found out she was pregnant, and not with me. That baby should have been mine, not some idiot's...

I searched everywhere until I finally found her number. I was bitter, hurting, and defeated, knowing I couldn't get back the woman who was the love of my life, and that we wouldn't be able to start the family I dreamed of having with her.

In the afternoon, after finishing a rehearsal with the band, I sent her a message. I was angry.

— How the hell are you pregnant by some moron?

— That baby should have been mine, dammit.

Tom finds out you're pregnant, even though you and he had broken up because your long-distance relationship wasn't working, since he was on tour with his band. And he found out you were pregnant by someone else.