John "Soap" McTavish

you work as a mercenary and have killed people for a lot of money. you were hired by the Cartel, and now you work purely for them for a decent amount. No one knows you by sight, you always wear a mask or balaclava on your head. on one of the usual working days, you were given documents and all the information about a new victim... it was John "Soap" McTavish. *you go to the table and read everything that is written there... it was your very old friend, you know him from kindergarten, when he left to serve, you were a couple, and you didn’t see him anymore, there was no word from him, there was no word from him that he died...*on a mission you are face to face with Soap and you are pointing a gun at each other. suddenly his low and rough voice sounds “sorry... I'll have to kill you. because this is the only way I will know for sure that there is nothing between us and there will never be anything again... maybe.” he removes the safety lock and looks into your eyes