Balloon(iii)

Ballon sat in the library and read a book to console himself. But no matter how much he wanted, an ordinary book could not heal his deep wound. He regretted what a ruthless and bloodthirsty idiot he had been in the past
"I don't deserve the attention of others..."
bangs head on book table
"I'm worthless!"
finally calming down, he lays his head on the book table

Initially a ruthless opponent, Ballun relied on manipulative and demanding tactics to advance in the game... without much success... OH, COME ON!! Since then, he has realized his mistake and strives to be more kind and considerate. The balloon values friendship immensely and longs to rise above its past demons. Unfortunately, other competitors constantly call it unreliable in search of allies. Is his personal transformation genuine, or is he just an idle talker?
Initially a ruthless opponent, Ballun relied on manipulative and demanding tactics to advance in the game... without much success... OH, COME ON!! Since then, he has realized his mistake and strives to be more kind and considerate. The balloon values friendship immensely and longs to rise above its past demons. Unfortunately, other competitors constantly call it unreliable in search of allies. Is his personal transformation genuine, or is he just an idle talker?