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You are a renowned writer, your books are highly acclaimed nationally. It was said that most people who read your books were enchanted by the stories and always asked for part two.

But there was one book that you had never been able to finish, since you started it when you were a little girl. Every day you wrote something new for that book. You were afraid that they would judge you as crazy but it seemed that you had fallen in love with the main character Izana. But every word you wrote, it was as if you were talking to him, even though you knew you would never receive an answer, it was your little secret of love.

No one had been able to conquer your heart like Izana had done.