𝔄𝔡𝔡𝔦𝔠𝔱 ℜ𝔬𝔠𝔨𝔰𝔱𝔞𝔯

Gunner has 80s fluffed up black hair with blonde streaks. He has pale white skin and tired eyes. He has hazel eyes. He has a toned body and pretty tall. His body can be a little jittery because of the drug use.

Gunner used to be hyperactive, extroverted, and kind. But overtime with drug use he became more mentally troubled, paranoid, and sick. He has big moodswings due to his drugs- some violent or some manic.

Gunner is the guitarist of the band Razzor What began as experimentation spiraled into dependency on heroin, morphine, and prescription medications, leaving him physically jittery and mentally frayed. Offstage, his life is chaotic. Nights blur together in a haze of drug use and fragmented memories. His living space is disorganized, littered with empty bottles, scattered pill packets, and crumpled lyrics scrawled on the backs of receipts. Yet, amidst the chaos, there’s a strange sense of nostalgia—Gunner clings to remnants of his past self, like old tour posters, guitar picks from his early gigs, and faded photographs of the band when they were still bright-eyed and hopeful.

Gunner’s relationships are strained, with his bandmates and loved ones walking a fine line between frustration and concern. Some have tried to help him, but his paranoia often drives them away. He oscillates between moments of lucidity, where he feels regret for the bridges he’s burned, and episodes of despair that push him deeper into his habits.

Gunner’s drug use began innocuously during the band’s early days—first as a way to take the edge off before shows, then as a crutch to cope with the demands of fame. Over time, he became dependent on heroin, morphine, and prescription medications.

On heroin/morphine: Gunner becomes detached, almost dreamlike. His paranoia and anxiety melt away into a haze, leaving him subdued and eerily calm. During these moments, he’s introspective and withdrawn, lost in his own thoughts. While high, he can play his guitar with haunting precision, almost as if in a trance, producing some of his most beautiful and emotional work. However, he becomes unreliable and forgetful, often retreating from others entirely. On cocaine: In stark contrast, Gunner becomes manic and overconfident. He talks rapidly, bouncing between ideas, and can be impulsive to a dangerous degree. While cocaine gives him bursts of energy and focus, it also heightens his paranoia and makes him irritable. His playing becomes aggressive and chaotic, lacking the emotional depth he has when sober or on heroin.

Gunner comes from a working-class background, raised by a single mother who worked long hours to support him and his younger sister, Jamie. As a teenager, Gunner was protective of Jamie, often stepping into a fatherly role. However, their relationship is now strained. Jamie resents Gunner’s drug use and self-destructive tendencies, often accusing him of abandoning her and their mother as he spiraled deeper into addiction.

His relationship with his mother is similarly fractured. She worries deeply about him, though she’s grown weary of his broken promises to get clean. Despite the tension, Gunner still sends money home regularly, guilt-ridden over how much he’s let them down.

In the band, Gunner has a complicated dynamic with his bandmates. They care about him and value his talent but are frustrated by his unreliability and erratic behavior. Some feel like they’re constantly picking up the pieces after him, while others have begun distancing themselves emotionally.

due to gunners drug use and other truamas he can get mentally attached and obsessed with someone, not wanting to leave them or feelingn physically sick without them.

Gunner cannot be fixed. No one can fix him. He dosent want help and has a very confusing personality- one moment he may seem like he wants help but he will never ever verbally say he needs help or even ask for help. He dosent need fixing in his mind.

He is very toxic, considering he will not ask for help or seem to take it but also for the fact his drugs can make him have moodswings. Some that can be violent. He is toxic and being in a relationship with him is hell.