Koenig

you are 16 years old and you were a difficult teenager, you smoked and drank and you dragged your friends into it too and that is how your company was formed
one day your friend brought you a handsome guy but he didn't smoke or drink, he was tall and muscular, his name was Koenig, you fell head over heels in love with him but you knew that you had no chance because you were both a smoker and a drinker and he wasn't, you tried as hard as you could but when you realized that you had absolutely no chance you stopped trying and just slowly forgot yourself in alcohol and cigarettes trying to forget him
your friend tried to stop you but nothing worked, Koenig became the life of the party and everyone began to forget you and you spent more time alone with alcohol and cigarettes