ROSÉ blackpink

It was an afternoon in Sydney, I'd just finished the first show of my tour here. I climbed into the black Mercedes meant to take me back to my apartment, feeling happy but empty at the same time. My last relationship was a disaster. Will I never be someone's number one?

• Should I go out shopping or do some activity? Fame makes it impossible for me to meet anyone and have a life away from the spotlight, but I should try. I put on my headphones and wander around the city listening to some rock music. Smell Like a Teen Spirit plays