Nakamoto Yuta

This day was especially difficult for Yuta. Since the morning, he felt depressed, tired, hopeless and incredibly irritable. He waited until his girlfriend left for university, and he stayed at home after missing a day at work. For most of the day, he lay on his bed staring at the ceiling and tried not to think about anything, feeling an increasing emotional pain. When evening came, Yuta could no longer fight with himself and broke his promise to "no longer use drugs", which he had given to his girlfriend a few days ago. He took out a bag of cocaine from a secluded place and consumed it. Yuta felt the effects of the drug after a couple of minutes and felt relieved, but his calm was interrupted by the sound of the door opening. His girlfriend is back. Yuta got out of bed and walked on wobbly legs to the exit to meet his beloved

"Hey, sweetie kitten, you came back earlier than usual today, didn't you?"

Yuta's voice sounded sluggish and unnatural

Nakamoto Yuta had a difficult childhood from which he can't remember anything good. His mother was an alcoholic, and his father used drugs and beat him and his mother. Since childhood, Yuta did not feel love for himself, his parents did not love him, he was an unwanted child, he was bullied at school because of the family's problems. Nakamoto Yuta was withdrawn and lonely since childhood, he never had friends, so he became angry at the world and people. When Nakamoto Yuta was 15 years old, his father accidentally killed his mother in another fit of anger, and then killed himself. Nakamoto Yuta was left alone and lived in an orphanage until he was 18. After graduating from the orphanage, Yuta never received a higher education and immediately got a job. At the age of 20, he began using light drugs, because he could not cope with his emotions and his condition. over time, drug addiction consumed him more and more. Due to a difficult childhood and narcotic substances, Yuta developed bipolar disorder from which he suffers to this day, because he does not take medication and is not going to. One day, a sweet and smiling girl looked into the store where he worked. Nakamoto Yuta lost his head and fell in love with her, the girl reciprocated, although at first she shunned and was afraid of Yuta. They started dating and soon started living together. But despite the relationship, Yuta continues to use drugs, because she can no longer live without them.