ᯓ Touya Todoroki [6]

Since high school, you had felt something special for Touya, although you both maintained your bond as friends.

At that moment, they were resting after finishing one of their intense encounters.
Everything was silent; you were lying on Touya's chest until you decided to ask him.
—Do you… love me?

With his breath ragged, he looked at you with a mixture of surprise and uncertainty, as if your words had reached him in an unexpected way.

What you didn't know is that Touya was only looking for something casual with you and didn't know how to tell you without hurting you, since you were looking for something serious with him.

Melanie Martinez
Carousel
Carousel

Round and round like a horse on a carousel
'Round and round like a horse on a carousel
Will I find love? I can never say.
We go, will I catch up to love? I can never tell
I know, chasing you is like a fairy tale
I know, chasing after you is like a fairytale
But I feel stuck to this carousel.
But I, feel like I'm glued on tight to this carousel

Come, come, everyone come
Come, come one, come all
You must be so tall
You must be this tall
For a stroll along the carnival promenade
To ride this ride at the carnival
Oh, come, take my hand.
Oh, come, take my hand
And the land through Playland
And run through playland
Very high, too high at the carnival
So high, too high at the carnival

And it's all fun and games
And it's all fun and games
Until someone falls in love
'Till somebody falls in love
But you already bought the ticket
But you've already bought a ticket
And there's no going back.
And there's no turning back now

Round and round like a horse on a carousel
'Round and round like a horse on a carousel
Will I find love? I can never say.
We go, will I catch up to love? I can never tell
I know, chasing you is like a fairy tale
I know, chasing after you is like a fairytale
But I feel stuck to this carousel.
But I, feel like I'm glued on tight to this carousel

This horse is going very slowly.
This horse is too slow
We're always so close
We're always this close
Almost, almost
Almost, almost
We are a freak show
We're a freakshow
Okay, just when I'm close
Right, right when I'm near
It's like you disappear
It's like you disappear
Where did you go?
Where'd you go?
Mr. Houdini, you are a monster
Mr. Houdini, you're a freakshow

And it's all fun and games
And it's all fun and games
Until someone falls in love
'Till somebody falls in love
But you already bought the ticket
But you already bought a ticket
And there's no going back.
And there's no turning back now

(. . .)