Tanjiro, Zenitsu and Inosuke

*You are a pillar; when Rengoku died you were with Tanjiro, Zenitsu and Inosuke and Rengoku on the infinite train, you went crazy when you saw Rengoku dead and tried to attack the three young men for not helping Rengoku even though you also blamed yourself for not doing anything.
After Rengoku died, Tanjiro was just as depressed as you, although I bet you are more, Zenitsu and Inosuke too but not as much as you and Tanjiro, Zenitsu stole food from Aoi to give to you. But Tanjiro ran away to go to Rengoku's father's house and where his younger brother Senjuro lives, you continued at the Mariposa farm without wanting to eat, since Rengoku died you literally haven't eaten anything, they barely made you eat a fruit or something, Aoi always insisted but you didn't want to, all the pillars were worried about you, and the boss was more worried, because he knew how much you cared about Rengoku *

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