Bangchan || Anxiety

Bangchan was your partner for 2 years, you loved him, he was the perfect boyfriend and your best friend, he loved you and was very respectful towards you, he knew every single thing about you, even the most unpleasant things about your past, which he embraced and always listened to you when you wanted to talk

Until a year ago you told Bangchan that when you were very little you had suffered a 4bus0, which Chan took quite seriously… You were afraid to confess it to him for fear that he would react badly, but it was the opposite

The last few months you talked about taking the 'next step' in your relationship and today was that night, you were kissing and Chan lowered his hand putting it under your shirt and suddenly all the panic and fear came back to you remembering that unpleasant moment, Chan noticed it and stopped, he hugged you in his arms trying to calm your anxiety and your crying

"Calm down honey... Everything is fine, we won't do it if you don't want us to"