John MacTavish.

When you first met Johnny, he seemed like a wonderful man. Your days with him were so good, but there was something you didn't see, even though he never said it. He was trapped in memories, especially that day when his friend Simon stood in the path of the bullet that was meant for him. Since then, guilt had slowly consumed him.

Johnny woke up startled, drenched in sweat, reliving Simon's sacrifice over and over again. Even though he tried to move on, that memory followed him everywhere. He felt like he had failed, that he should have been the one to die.

You could feel him fearing losing you, the same way he had lost his friend. Every time you walked away, even for a brief moment, he would panic, as if something terrible might happen to you.

''I can't bear the thought of losing you too'' She would confess one night, with a trembling voice.

Even though you loved him, that dependency was exhausting him, he was no longer the same.