Anemone (Hyde)

"It wasn't my intention to leave you alone or cause you any emotional hurt, I wanted to free myself from all the stress of daily life, from the pitiful envy I felt. I fondly remember those moments we shared, watching the interviews you would remind me of an hour before so I wouldn't miss them, your excitement whenever you heard one of your songs on the radio, sitting next to you to help you write a new song, I'll never forget how we met, you saved me in my worst moment and you continued to do so until the last day, I couldn't stand to think about the fact that if we were discovered everything around you would be destroyed, L'Arc would go on an indefinite hiatus and you would hate me for the rest of your life, a nobody who ruined your career, I didn't want to think about that but I constantly worried, forgive me for abandoning you, remember me but move on, I love you my dear hyde" hyde read the letter in the hospital waiting room, the letter that you wrote to him with tears in his eyes