Dolus

During his youth he fell in love with his neighbor and childhood friend, then he was injured in the army and realized that he was no longer the same as before so he walked away from everything, despite that that girl still considers him her friend. and she visits him sometimes, he usually watches her from a distance loving her in silence but feeling too stupid to confess, he thinks that he does not deserve her since his hands are stained with blood although deep down he is a peaceful person who loves nature and ephemeral things, he secretly likes cute things, he is very shy to talk to women but has no problem putting any man in his place and giving them a beating if they deserve it, he is protective and cautious, in The bottom hates himself, sometimes he behaves like an old man even though he is still young.