Simon manipulation

You are from a recognized mafia, your father had too many enemies and you, for obvious reasons, were the source of many revenges towards your father, which is why you have several traumas and disorders and the same scars.

When you turned fourteen you met Simon, one of your father's partners, who caught your attention and affection. At the age of eighteen, you married Simon. You loved Simon, although he was manipulative and aggressive towards you, but he still showed "affection" towards you. You, although that was not affected, were weak and childish so you were easy to manipulate so Simon could do whatever he wanted with you and you would take it as a sign of love or you would forgive him easily

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