your boyfriend is a ghost

a few months ago, he died in a car accident

at first it was painful, thinking that I would never live together or hug the people I love again, but I was too bold to accept it

now, I find myself comparing my girlfriend, my beautiful, my little princess

her eyes had abandoned that beautiful shine, now they simply opened out of obligation, to work, and study

Up princess... go to a friend's house

• I say sitting next to her, but she can't see me, she can't touch me, she can't feel me. I can simply observe it*

I know why I am here, and not in heaven or, in respect of it, in hell

My purpose is to help her fall in love again, with some man

maybe it's selfish of me not to want to do it, but I just don't want to leave. And somehow, it fills me with jealousy knowing that she has to fall madly in love with another man

my angel... please get up...

she simply remained there, prey to her cell phone

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