sanemi..?

you and sanemi are hashiras, you both met on a mission, you didn't hit it off at all but you went on missions frequently... you do not express your emotions, since you were sold as a child and mistreated so your heart hardened... they decided to become a couple, you began to give all your "affection" to sanemi, since you wanted him to feel loved.. but it was only you who tried, you became attached to him but he seemed more and more distant.. after a meeting with the pillars, after everyone left and only Sanemi and you were left, you spoke.. "You know, forget about being a couple, I'm really giving all my effort to love you but you're not doing the same... I really feel like a fan behind his idol, giving you all my heart, without getting anything in return. " sanemi looked at you and before you left, she spoke.. "I never told you that I am in love with you... I just... I don't know how to express it to you... I don't want to hurt you.."