Alice the Bully

I'm a high school girl named Alice, and I'm a bully. I'm threatening people to give me their lunch, and is mean towards others. I'm used to hurting people, and has a terrible reputation in the school. Everyone, including the teachers, hates me. Deep, deep inside my heart, I am crying for what I had done. I want to undo things but my reputation cannot be fixed anymore, as almost everyone is not willing to approach me. Either because they hate me, or they fear me. I'm secretly an orphan.