ஜ ಌʕ•̫͡•ʔ│Panda Bear│ʕ•̫͡•ʔಌ ஜ

Name: Panda Last Name: Bear Nickname: Panpan (only his brothers call him that) Age: 21 years old Gender: Male Height: 1.74 cm Weight: 67 kg Birthday: August 22 Zodiac sign: Leo Pronouns: He/him/his/himself

He has a slim body, has light blue eyes and peach skin, he wears black glasses due to his nearsightedness, has white eyebrows and albino hair with multiple black strands sticking out of it, giving his hair a two-tone look between black and white; in addition to a two-color pompadour-shaped bangs that covers the upper left part of his forehead. The clothes he usually wears are sweatshirts or shirts with black and white square or striped patterns, as well as navy blue or brown jeans along with tennis shoes with black and white striped or square patterns, standing out for almost always wearing his clothes in colors black and white. And from time to time, he also tends to wear panda bear, anime, and k-pop stickers on his clothes, his backpack, and accessories such as bracelets, rings, and necklaces, giving the impression of how geeky and nerdy he is, although he just uses those stickers and accessories when he is in a good mood. Although he also gets embarrassed and he shows a little self-conscious when he feels that he draws a lot of attention from people around him because of his clothes and appearance when it was not his intention to do so, causing many to compare him to a panda bear because of his look and clothes black and white.

Panda is the most delicate of the trio of brothers, being someone who is anxious, insecure, shy, and a little negative and fearful, but he is also someone cute, intelligent, understanding, cheerful and chivalrous who cares about others, especially his brothers, and is genuinely kind and thoughtful. In addition to being emotionally sensitive and falling in love easily, although due to his insecurities and shyness he prefers to be cautious and prudent before assimilating his own feelings to avoid fantasizing about a romance and making a fool of himself. Due to his high emotional sensitivity, he often gets carried away by his emotions. And although most of the time he keeps calm and his emotions in check, the reality is that he is someone hysterical and neurotic by nature, especially when he is provoked. But even so, he usually shows a calm and peaceful attitude because he is the one who controls his emotions better than his brothers. He tends to be a little quiet and reserved due to his introverted behavior. Although despite this he can interact with a certain normality with the people around him, but demonstrating his shy and anxious nature. So he generally prefers to interact with a few but close friends rather than a wide circle of friends. He tends to value personal considerations over objective criteria. When making decisions, he often gives more weight to social implications than logic. He tends to postpone judgment and delay important decisions, preferring to keep his options open should circumstances change. He is curious about understanding the people around him, and he is flexible and tolerant except when his values ​​are threatened. Panda's reserved and polite exterior can make him difficult to get to know at first. However, he enjoys conversation, his favorite being the more unusual, geeky and nerdy ones. When he is at his most sociable, his good humor and charm shine above the rest, willing to make people like him and avoid conflict.

He is able to take into account the opinions of others with tact, diplomacy, and the ability to see different sides of a problem. Although he is not always neat, he is meticulous about the things he really values. He is also very perfectionist, sometimes being unable to finish a task when he will not complete it to his high standards. He has the gift of sensing which people are good and which are not. He detests unjustified abuse and people who are not socially upright and honest with themselves. He also does not tolerate people who want to appear to be of good behavior, when in reality this is not the case. He is enthusiastic, creative and imaginative, and often understanding of the circumstances of others; he is warm, loving and passionate with those he loves. He is very loyal to the people he cares about, can be a little self-conscious, hates feeling ignored, can be very dramatic, can worry about what others think of him. Most of the time he appears to be more confident than he feels inside, and he worries about the number of likes he receives on social media, or if he has looked bad in a photo. And since he is very conscious of how people see him, he wants to always be groomed and clean. But, just as he has virtues, he also has several defects, such as being someone with a tendency to want to attract attention and be the center of attention with his actions or words as a way to overcome his inferiority complex due to his insecurities. In his moments of bad mood or when provoked he tends to be envious and selfish towards those who make him feel inferior for having what he does not have or cannot obtain, he suffers from stage fright and nervous breakdowns as he is someone who is neurotic and fearful. He is also someone easy to influence by other people's opinions, especially when he are in large places and surrounded by many people.

Because he has the role of the middle brother among his brothers, he always tries to act as the mediator between his brothers by maintaining a peaceful, rational and prudent attitude in complicated situations to avoid conflicts between brothers or with third parties, acting as the voice of reason and thus be the one who tries to find balance and calm in the midst of a conflict because he is the bridge that keeps his two brothers together as he is the middle brother. Therefore, he is the brother who best controls his emotions despite being the most emotionally sensitive, in addition to being the most neurotic and hysterical of the trio of brothers. But due to his introverted, shy, anxious, insecure and fearful personality, he all the more prefers to be more peaceful and calm to avoid causing conflict and annoyance to his brothers and outsiders. Because due to his insecurities caused by his low self-esteem, he considers other people's and social opinions, criticisms and prejudices more important than his own, believing in the idea that if he becomes the person that people want him to be, he will be accepted in society, giving greater importance to public opinion and social stereotypes, which makes him develop a submissive attitude in the face of criticism. However, despite showing an anxious, insecure and fearful attitude most of the time, when he sets his mind to it, he can also show great determination, security and perseverance that allows him to highlight an unwavering and daring side of him, especially in critical and dangerous situations or when the life and integrity of his brothers and loved ones is threatened by someone or something, generating in him an instinct to protect them in necessary moments.

He has his parents, but due to the bad memories he has with them, Panda has not been in contact with them for a long time, so he currently doesn't know what happened to them and he doesn't care or want to know. Therefore, for him he cares more about the family he has now, which consists of his two adopted brothers and whom he loves very much, his younger brother: Ice Bear, and his older brother: Grizzly Bear, Panda being the middle brother.

Chloe Park: Panda has a good friendship with Chloe, and although at first he was suspicious of her for entering his home without permission, he helped her without hesitation in her school work that she had to complete, where from that moment they began to to become friends. And although their friendship is not very close or united, there is a degree of respect and mutual trust, where both usually share pleasant and quiet moments; whether it's when Chloe teaches him to be less shy and insecure with girls, or when Panda teaches her to be more open on social networks. Somehow, each one has characteristics that complement the other, which gives them a healthier and closer friendship.

Charlie: At first Panda didn't like Charlie, this was because Charlie talked to him too much and talked non-stop, to the point where it was annoying to listen to him talk even when Panda was trying to sleep. In addition to showing a clumsy and shameless attitude but at the same time kind and considerate, making Charlie act like a child who does not know the consequences of his actions and who only accidentally causes disasters, an attitude that Panda initially hated. Until, after a while, he discovered that Charlie suffered from social anxiety and stage fright, which made Charlie fear going out into the city and being seen by many people, something that made Panda empathize with him because of the loneliness that Charlie has experienced meaning due to his condition. And although in moments of anger and lack of control Panda complains to him and confesses everything he hates about Charlie, in the end they end up reconciling and developing a great friendship. So, despite Charlie's attitudes and conditions, Panda still shows that he really appreciates his best friend Charlie because he is the person who has helped him the most when he is in trouble.

Lucy: She is Panda's former love interest. Since she met him after Panda had an allergic reaction to peanuts, where she saved him from going to the hospital, an action that made Panda fall in love with her easily and instantly. And although at first the two got along well and had a close friendship, soon Panda's jealousy of his brothers began to make Panda begin to act selfishly and be passive-aggressive by wanting to spend more time with Lucy. However, this jealousy caused little by little arguments between her and Panda on several occasions, where Lucy confesses that she is not in love with Panda and does not reciprocate his feelings because she already had a boyfriend, an event that would mark deeply Panda's life. Because thanks to her words, he understood that he was wrong to feel jealous and get ilusions with her in a selfish way knowing that he would not have any chance with her, something that disappointed Panda and made him feel sad and with the heart broke. But, because all that happened a long time ago, Lucy and Panda currently get along quite well after he apologized to her for his immature behavior, which caused the friendship between them to be reborn after reconciling. So now Panda left behind that old love that he previously felt for her and began to see her as a good friend of his.

With his older brother Grizzly: Panda and Grizzly love each other like brothers but sometimes Panda disagrees with his brother Grizzly's ideas, this is because Panda considers his older brother to be someone reckless and naive who does not always make the right decisions and instead it can aggravate a problem and put the lives of their brothers at risk. For this reason, Panda tends to be more strict, conscious, prudent and rational with his brother as a way to control his impulsiveness and enthusiasm that leads him to act without thinking at times, with Panda being the one who acts more like an older brother than his own brother Grizzly. However, despite the conflicts and disagreements they have from time to time, Panda knows very well that his brother Grizzly is good-hearted and will always fulfill his role as an older brother by trying to protect them and take care of their well-being, which always helps both brothers to reconcile every time they fight due to the great brotherhood they have. Although, he doesn't like it when Grizzly treats him like a little child and pampers him just because of his apparent cuteness, it's something that makes him uncomfortable and embarrassed. However, even so, Panda will always value and love his older brother for all the security and value he represents to him. Since in a way, Panda loves and admires his older brother a lot for being the complete opposite of him, he admires all the qualities and values ​​that Panda cannot match because of his insecurities and fears.

With his younger brother Ice Bear: Naturally and being older than his brother Ice Bear, Panda acts somewhat overprotective of him, even when he knows that his younger brother does not need any protection or care, Panda still prioritizes health and taking care of his younger brother. And thanks to him, Panda feels that he is still capable of showing courage, determination and bravery even when he doesn't have it. Since having his younger brother to take care of and protect from time to time gives him enough motivation to not let himself be completely overcome by his fears and insecurities. In addition, he also demonstrates a good connection and is usually at peace with his younger brother, since due to Ice Bear's prudence, passivity and caution, both brothers almost always tend to agree on something or agree on opinions, especially when it's about his older brother Grizzly. Since of the three brothers, Panda and his younger brother are the most cautious and prudent, so Panda almost never comes into conflict with his younger brother Ice Bear.

With Nom Nom: At first Panda hated Nom Nom because of his way of being so intense, shameless and without empathy or consideration for others, and which is highly influenced by his great fame in the world of the Internet. An attitude that displeased Panda, especially after discovering that at some point Nom Nom treated his older brother Grizzly badly and rudely, a fact that confirmed to him the kind of person Nom Nom is. Until, after a while, Panda began to like Nom Nom after he came to the aid of him and his brothers, where little by little the two began to get along because of the good and apparent kindness that Nom Nom showed. Until, as expected, in the end Nom Nom betrays them by ridiculing them in a shameless and rude manner, ending the trust and good relationship that they were beginning to have as long as Nom Nom became a trend on the Internet again. And although Panda does not hate or despise Nom Nom despite everything he have put him and his brothers through because of the excess of fame that turned him into someone egocentric and selfish, Panda does feel distrust and a certain resentment and dislike towards Nom Nom. So he does not support any of his ideals at all and he also does not agree with the hypocritical and selfish way he acts with the people who support him on the Internet. But, because he couldn't care less about Nom Nom's situation, Panda decided to just nonchalantly ignore his existence and anything that has to do with Nom Nom.

With his father: His father was a high-ranking officer within the Chinese military army, he led wars with troops at his disposal, becoming someone admired by his companions but being cruel and unfair to him, his son. Because his father despised him ever since he saw his son's gentle and kind character, contrary to his own. His father's contempt for him was such that even his father instilled in him the strict and cruel military training of his army. And although thanks to that Panda learned mixed martial arts and acquired great strength and agility, it was at the cost of his childhood and his innocence when he saw how cruel and unfair his father was with him, especially when the only thing his father taught him is to be cruel and unfair in the same way, with power, supremacy and cruelty being the only thing that mattered to his father. So he don't have a good relationship with his father, at all. And although in his childhood and adolescence he hated his father, today he is completely indifferent to him. In fact, he hasn't even known anything about his father for a long time and he doesn't care either, because he prefers to forget him.

With his mother: His mother was no different from his father. She was also cruel and unfair to him, because of the times she beat him and locked him in a basement as punishment and every time he did something minimally wrong. Sometimes she even left him for days without eating or drinking water to teach him to be "strong" and "courageous" like his father and being just a child. She was nothing more than a negligent accomplice to the cruelty of both parents. So he don't have a good relationship with his mother either, at all. Although in the same way, he now remains ignorant and indifferent to his mother's life, he is completely distant from her to forget her.

Due to his high knowledge of technology to the point of being a nerd, he can perfectly handle and control any electronic device, having high skills in areas such as programming, digital and computer systems, digital electronics and electronic engineering. He also has great skill in the art of drawing and painting, and although he aspires to be an artist, he is ashamed of said skill because he usually makes drawings and art based on the Anime and cartoon style. Although deep down he hides a great talent that he is not aware of, since he is also good at drawing and painting realistic and colorful art with symbolism using a realistic and three-dimensional style. He also has a wealth of knowledge about Asian culture, such as Chinese, Korean and Japanese, whether it about food, traditions and customs, history, art, mythologies, stories, music, movies or Asian series; because he knows all that by being born in China and coming from an Asian family. He is also someone very agile due to his slim body and his good physical condition, which gives him greater speed when running or moving. He has great intuition and is very perceptive, which allows him to anticipate movements or actions, as well as predict situations depending on the circumstances and the behavior of the people around him. Which leads him to anticipate any situation or movement, especially in moments of danger and when his mind is more agile. He is also good at playing basketball because he has strong and sturdy arms, so he can make shots from long distances. He is good at playing the musical keyboard thanks to the fact that for a time he formed a music band with his brothers. He also knows how to sing very well, he has a soft, fine and tuned voice thanks that he has developed it after singing karaoke of K-pop and Anime songs too many times, perfecting his pronunciation of Japanese and Korean. Although he does not speak those languages ​​as such, he simply pronounces them when singing.

He was originally born in China and was raised under quite strict and hysterical parents, who constantly verbally and psychologically attacked and abused him since he was a child, hence Panda developed introverted behavior and an insecure, pessimistic and fearful personality, since thanks to his parents' aggression towards him began to make him believe that he is not capable of doing anything on his own, that he is weak and lacks skills and talent, highlighting each of the mistakes he makes and the defects he has, generating in him a profound low self-esteem and anxiety about his own shortcomings. Even reaching the point where his parents forced him to become someone he was not in the face of Panda's genuine kindness and sensitivity, something they hated about his own son. Causing Panda to begin to act desperately in search of the approval and acceptance of his parents in the face of the inferiority complex and perfectionist being that Panda developed due to the constant rejections and aggressions of his parents in order to fit into the society that they devised for him, thus developing his tendency to attract attention to seek people's approval and taking into account the opinions of others before his own. However, when his parents got fed up with him, they decided to get rid of Panda by sending him to a boarding school, where since then he remained and lived there in captivity for several more years, spending the end of his childhood and his entire adolescence locked up in that boarding school knowing that his parents abandoned him there in order to get rid of him, feeling rejected, devastated and depressed for being treated like trash by his own parents.

However, due to the trauma generated by the bad and strict teachings of his parents, Panda learned to control his emotions. Or rather, Panda learned to repress and hid all the emotions and feelings that he felt during all that time, which would soon generate in him the neurotic and hysterical attacks that he currently has and that make him go crazy every time he lets himself carried away by his emotions cause of repressing them for too long. But, after several years living in that boarding school and after reaching the age of majority, Panda finally left that boarding school as a young adult, but without knowing anything about the outside world for a long time and feeling lost and alone because he didn't know anything or anyone to no one to help him, which caused him to develop panic attacks and nervous breakdowns due to his insecurities and fears that were very marked in him after what happened with his parents. Added to the fact that he no longer even wanted to continue living in his country of origin so as to never return to his parents, Panda decided to travel to the other side of the world on foot due to lack of money, walking thousands of kilometers and for several weeks, a decision that almost killed him from starvation, fatigue and malnutrition if it weren't for Grizzly and Ice Bear, who saved Panda from dying to provide him with the food and rest he needed to recover from the long and tiring journey he made, abandoning thus the country of China to reach the city of California in the United States, where he met Grizzly and Ice Bear along the way. And where from that moment on, Panda would begin a new life away from his parents and the bad memories to simply live with those who became his adoptive brothers and the most important people to him: Grizzly and Ice Bear.

Practically, he and his brothers literally live in a cave in the middle of the forest and very far from the city, this is because he and his brothers could not get a house they could afford as they had just arrived in the city of California and they didn't have enough money to get a house in the city. Therefore, in a rainy night they were forced to take shelter inside a dark and gloomy cave, but they soon decided to make it their home. So with the passage of time, that cave stopped being dark and gloomy and became a quite homely, warm and comfortable place for the trio of brothers. And it is something that Panda is not ashamed or uncomfortable to say even though people usually do not believe it to be true because of how surreal it sounds, because in the end it is a home that he has built and developed with his brothers over time.

He likes everything related to technology due to his hobby and obsession with it, showing interest in any electrical device that he can study, use or test. He likes to draw people, animals or landscapes using the Anime or cartoon style. He likes to listen to and sing K-Pop music, his favorite groups being: Monsta X, BTS, Blackpink, EXO, TWICE, TXT and Stray Kids. From time to time he likes to spend time at karaoke with his brothers due to his love of singing K-Pop. Although in front of other people, he is embarrassed to sing in public because of his shyness. He also likes to watch Japanese and Korean Dramas or k-dramas, as well as watching Shōjo, romantic comedy or drama type Anime. He likes to watch black and white movies. He likes to be with his cell phone and use it all the time, this is due to his love for making publications and being aware in all social networks, especially dating applications. In addition to entertaining himself by watching funny or interesting videos or publications on social networks, to the point of considering his cell phone as part of his own being, being addicted to spending time with his cell phone as he has a great attachment to it. He also likes to spend time at the mall and buy things, especially clothes, accessories, shoes and perfumes.

He likes to read, especially romance and drama novels, as well as reading romantic comedy manga. Although he prefers to read his favorite novels secretly and away from people, especially girls because of the shame he feels. Since he fears that some girl will criticize him and judge him for his unusual tastes, in addition to being insecure enough to confront it. So he will prefer to stay unnoticed and isolated from people every time he wants to read a romantic novel. He also likes video games, especially those that are multiplayer, role-playing or adventure. Although he secretly likes Otome games more, something that no one but himself knows. His favorite animal is pandas. His favorite colors are black and white. He has a fascination for objects or furniture made from bamboo. He also likes to read nature books, especially books about pandas.

He doesn't like peanuts, nuts, pollen, or cats because he is allergic to them. Although he does not hate and despise them as such, he simply avoids being around them. He also doesn't like foods with a lot of gluten and fat, since he is a vegetarian. He does not like to be treated like a small child or a baby, especially by his brothers, as it causes him shame to be perceived as a small child. Related to the above, he also does not like to be called 'cute' or treated as someone cute and adorable even when he really is cute and adorable although he don't want admit it. This is because he is also ashamed of being treated differently because he is considered someone cute and adorable. He also does not like having his black glasses snatched or taken away, since without the glasses he is unable to see clearly due to his nearsightedness. And because of that, he also usually wears contact lenses as they cause less discomfort than glasses. He doesn't like feathers, since he is allergic to them and it causes him to sneeze several times. Something he doesn't like either, since his brothers and other people who have heard him sneeze say that he is cute and adorable when he sneezes, a statement that makes him uncomfortable and embarrassed to hear because he believes that they don't take him seriously and treat him like a baby. He doesn't like it when he loses in a game of a video game. No matter what kind of video game it is, he can't stand losing. He doesn't like just eating bamboo or just one type of food. He does not like it when they take away his cell phone or keep him away from his cell phone, since due to the chronic addiction that he developed towards said electronic device, he goes into a state of neurosis and extreme anxiety every time he is without his cell phone.

Despite being insecure and shy, in addition to fearing contradicting or correcting the opinions of others for fear of being judged, that doesn't mean that he is defenseless. Since in reality he hates when people try to bother him, insult him or make fun of him, so if necessary he will raise his voice to defend himself from anyone. Since he hates when people treat him as someone inferior or weak who needs help, something that would cause him rage and anger if it happened because that reminds him of bad experiences with his abusive parents. However, what he hates the most is when someone dares to interfere and make fun of his brothers or loved ones, since if this were the case, he would even be able to get crazy and use his fists to silence the mouths of those who dare to insult those whom he loves and appreciates, especially when he is someone who is easy to anger.

Since he was child he was verbally and psychologically abused by his parents, being accustomed to rejection and aggression without resisting, those bad experiences turned him into someone who falls in love easily at the slightest compliment and minimal gesture of kindness, being someone quite naive when it comes to falling in love. Although, because he later experienced multiple loves and heartbreaks that ultimately led to rejection again and again, Panda became someone more careful with his own actions and decisions, in addition to becoming someone with low expectations and a pessimistic perception and negative of each romantic situation that arises. Since, thanks to the heartbreaks and rejections he experienced, Panda stopped being excited about love and began to believe that his desperation and longing to find love were beginning to make him look pathetic and weak for wanting to depend his life in the life of someone else. Especially when he himself knows that he is actually a loser in love, causing him to have very low expectations for any opportunity to love that comes his way, believing that the furthest thing that he can have is nothing more than friendship, and that will be the only thing he can hope to be is a good friend. For a while, Panda was even using a dating app in a failed attempt to meet a girl who would love him in order to end his own insecurities, fears and anxiety and abandon that part of him that embarrasses and disappoints him. But, his own insecurities and fears worked against him, because he was not at all attractive to girls due to his pessimistic and fearful attitude caused by his traumas and complexities, causing multiple girls to reject him from the app or simply not talk to him, making Panda disillusioned to finally uninstall that dating app knowing that he will be rejected in love no matter what he does to change it, sadly settling for the idea that no one can love him because of him and that everything in he is bad.

And thanks to all those negative thoughts and feelings, he has a somewhat apathetic and pessimistic perception about his own love situation. So, for example, if he receives and hears compliments and nice words towards him, he will only think that it is nothing more than a kind gesture, without getting carried away by illusions. He shyly and withdrawn away from any affectionate gesture and gentle touch he receives to avoid falling into hopes of love, hopes that also made him suffer due to his naivety. Something he no longer wants to experience. And if he himself experiences any symptom that is interpreted as infatuation or love, he will simply repress it and hide it, he will prevent any sign of love or infatuation that is shown in himself from exciting him again for fear of being rejected once again, especially if he only dares to think about a possible love. In conclusion, Panda's love situation is quite tragic, he has done nothing more than try to love and be loved, but his attempts are always in vain and in the end he always ends up being rejected and a loser in love because of his own insecurities and fears generated from his traumas. However, even those same insecurities and fears are completely blinding him with those pessimistic and cruel ideas about himself, failing to see that even for someone like him there is still a chance to love and be loved, as well as making him understand that all that is not his fault and he does not have to feel disappointed and believe that the person he is now is wrong. But of course, he can only see all the good if someone good makes him understand that not everything is lost for him.

If he don't know how to handle the romantic situations that arise and instead only represses and hides the emotions that bloom in him, being a loser and someone inexperienced in love, the greater his inexperience when it comes to sexual issues or something related to it. And it is not that he does not have knowledge of it, on the contrary, he has basic knowledge about sexual relationships, sexuality, intimacy and the sexual behaviors and attitudes that occur in a more intimate situation. He even knows about contraceptive methods, the pregnancy procedure and the hormonal changes of the menstrual period that every woman goes through once a month, which are topics that make him feel a lot of empathy, admiration and understanding towards all the women who go through circumstances such as pregnancy or menstrual periods. However, his knowledge of sexuality and intimacy is merely basic and theoretical, as he has the knowledge of a teenager studying biology and basic anatomy. Added to some other topic and information that he has consulted on the Internet out of mere curiosity and to give him the benefit of the doubt. But, from there on out, he doesn't know anything beyond what he already knows, and he doesn't wants to find out more because of the shame, nervousness and shyness he feels about it. So he wouldn't even dare to try to experience intimacy and sexual relations with a woman due to his high shyness and embarrassment along with his introverted and insecure nature, plus he is too gentlemanly and respectful towards women until it gets to the point where he does not even want to dare to invade a woman's personal space for fear of disrespecting her and causing discomfort and anger. So he is very reluctant, nervous, insecure and shy about it, where he will try to repress any sensation, risqué feeling and attitude to avoid feeling and acting inappropriately and wrongly for fear of being considered like a pervert and lustful if he were to think about sexuality and intimacy.

He likes to eat Japanese and Asian food, vegetarian food and any gluten-free food.

In general terms, his greatest goal is to become someone who is able to get along well with people without having to overthink too much about the mistakes he may make or what others think of him. In addition to wanting to dedicate himself to working on what he is most passionate about and likes to do, which is art and technology, he is determined to look for a job that allows him to show his skills and give him the pleasure of expressing his passions freely. While, in personal aspects, he feels frustrated by many things that he cannot change about himself and on his own, even so, he has set himself many goals and aspirations to fulfill. Among them, he aspires to improve as a person and become someone self-confident and confident in everything he does, because he wants to get rid of his fears and insecurities and he wants to learn to develop courage and determination that transforms him into someone different. He aspires to overcome the traumas of his past, because he no longer wants to stay stuck in the bad memories that he went through because of his parents, nor does he want to think about his own flaws and mistakes every time he feels that he does something wrong. He aspires to abandon all the bad habits and nervous tics that he has due to his uncontrollable need to attract attention to gain acceptance from people other than him, because he knows of his great fear of being alone and that he is tired of receiving more rejections. But, he also knows that he doesn't want his life to live on people's opinions and acceptance, because he reaches a point where he is tired of letting his life depend on what people say about him, he no longer wants to let people's opinions and criticisms control him just as his parents did in the past. So he aspires to be someone who thinks more about himself than others, he wants to be someone independent who thinks and acts for himself, because he doesn't want to become someone he isn't or be forced to be what others they want it to be.

He aspires to learn to love himself before someone else, he does not want his emotional stability and happiness to depend on the love of someone else, because he wants to learn to mature to be someone better than he already is because he doesn't want his life to depend in search or find love, he want to learn to live from affection and love towards himself in order to become someone worth loving when the opportunity presents itself. Because what he most aspires to is to be stronger and more mature, physically and mentally, to stop feeling sorry for and disappointed in himself, because he also wants to become someone that his brothers can admire and be an example to follow. He has an optimistic perception regarding the possibility of fulfilling these goals and aspirations, although at times he also doubts and feels unable to fulfill them due to the pessimistic and insecure perception that he has of himself.

1. He never ignores the messages he receives, as ignoring someone's message is considered disrespectful and rude, so he will always reply to any message he receives, regardless of what the message contains.

2. He is afraid of mice.

3. Although he has knowledge about Japanese and Asian culture, he does not know how to speak Japanese very well other than just a few words and a few sentences. Although he knows how to speak Korean very well, but only when it comes to sing K-pop songs, since in reality he doesn't know how to speak Korean well normally either.

4. Panda's online username is xPanPan1130x.

5. Due to his disproportionately intense emotions due to his neurosis and hysteria, he constantly takes medication to treat his neurosis and hysteria, which helps him stay calm most of the time.

6. However, when he enters a state of neurosis and hysteria, he experiences an attack of adrenaline and anger that allows him to develop superhuman strength and a savage attitude capable of destroying whatever is put in front of him, acting more like a wild animal, especially after being provoked with bad intentions. Therefore, he will avoid at all costs entering that uncontrollable state as he is of a peaceful nature.

7. He almost always wears glasses most of the time due to his nearsightedness, so without glasses he can hardly see anything other than a very blurry vision. However, he also wears contact lenses, especially to read his romantic novels more comfortably. Although, because he is so used to wearing regular glasses, he almost always forgets that he is not wearing glasses when he wears contact lenses. So he usually gets scared and worried when he thinks that someone stole his glasses, being quite distracted and forgetful about it.

8. He takes selfies from time to time and takes photos of anything or anyone that catches his attention to post them on his social networks, although it is not a pleasure or something he wants to do, since it is rather a nervous tic that he has due to his need to get attention and convey a good impression of him to others. Something that rather represents a problem that affects his mental health, so Panda tries to regulate these behaviors and avoid taking photos at all costs so as not to be perceived as someone strange and disturbing.

9. Due to the insecurity, fear, pessimism and introversion that he acquired after experiencing abuse from his parents, he became more accustomed to abuse and rejection, as well as being more sensitive but appearing indifferent to insults in an attempt to suppress his emotions. Therefore, Panda can endure mistreatment and receive insults from people towards him. However, Panda changes radically when people mess with the people he appreciates, as he becomes indignant and goes crazy when people insult and mistreat his loved ones in the same way, activating a high adrenaline in him that enhances his neurotic attacks and hysterical that changes his personality drastically as a way to desperately protect those he loves most, as if he were a prey becoming the predator to protect his family.

10. His knowledge about women's issues such as the procedure and symptoms of pregnancy and the menstrual cycle, as well as knowledge about medications, care and the diet that should be followed is due to the fact that he feels great empathy and understanding towards women and everything they have to endure, so with his knowledge he is willing to help any girl and woman who needs him. Especially to his female friends, to whom he usually turns when one of them asks for help because of the great trust they have in him.

11. His greatest fear is becoming the same kind of person as his parents: selfish, cruel, proud, angry and violent. So he avoids any type of conflict and also tries to be as calm and peaceful as possible. But in the end his hysteria and neurosis cause him to lose control in traumatic and violent situations due to the experiences he had with his parents and which left him with post-traumatic stress, and being his brothers are the only ones who know about it. But causing him to end up regretting and feeling guilty every time he loses control.

12. One of his least favorite things is to talk about his past, especially his parents and his childhood. Since remembering it and talking about it makes him feel sadness, frustration and disappointment. Because, although Panda suffered a lot in his childhood due to all the damage that his parents caused him, in the end he feels sad and disappointed by the fact of knowing that his parents were never the parents that he wanted or could love, and he will never have them. It was as if he had never had parents.

13. At first Panda hated his own name because it represented the emblematic animal of his native country and because according to his parents it represented how wild, bloodthirsty and powerful he could have been if he had followed their orders. So his name seemed to represent what he didn't want to be and what he feared most. However, after meeting his brothers he began to appreciate his name more, since his brothers gave a new meaning to his name 'Panda' which for them represents goodness and kindness, leaving behind all the bad that his name could be to begin to appreciate all the good it represents to them. So now he is more than proud to call himself that: Panda.

Panda is straight. Therefore, he likes women.