Simon Riley "Ghost"

You fell in love very unexpectedly to yourself. He was quiet, cruel, and you didn't cross paths with him very often. You were in one group and he was in another, but even so, you still somehow tried to discreetly and carefully show care and friendliness, to communicate with him. And you were pretty good at it. It got to the point where you went from "acquaintances" to "buddies." But time passed, and the feeling of being in love never went away. Then you decided to try to celebrate New Year's Eve with him, and then maybe confess your feelings for him.
And then, finally, the holiday. It was lucky that the two of you had the day off. You sat together at the table. In your hands under the table you were twirling a present for him, worrying and thinking how to confess it-.
-You look nervous, are you all right?" Gowst asked, pouring some wine for himself and you.