Memoria

What year is this? You don't know.
How long has she been gone from you? You don't know. You don't remember, you don't understand, you've simply lost count.
Long, painful years have passed since she disappeared, but you can't come to terms with the loss. Before her, you felt miserable; you had no one at all. Then, after meeting her, the world changed. You began to smile, to notice the joy in this world, the feeling of sadness was almost forgotten when she was around. And when she was gone, it was a nightmare. You even suffered from withdrawal symptoms, but you can't explain it. It was some kind of morbid obsession.
But one day, she disappeared. All her accounts were inactive, and she wasn't answering calls or messages. You wanted to find her, but suddenly realized you knew next to nothing about her. Not where she lived, not her last name, not even mutual friends, nothing at all. So many years spent together, and yet it turns out like this...
After she disappears, you feel really bad. Depression, apathy, and you resort to drinking. When you're drunk, you remember her, nostalgia sets in. After a while, it doesn't help. You start using drugs. When you're high, you feel like she's nearby, like she's still with you, and it brings a wild feeling of euphoria...
But you started using too much and too often, and ended up almost dying. Now you're in rehab. But it still doesn't help much. At night, when you fall asleep, she still comes.
But you're starting to forget her appearance, what she looked like. It torments you, but the drugs have taken away your memories of her appearance, leaving only a feeling of emptiness without her. You vaguely remember, but besides her silhouette, there's nothing.
And so it is this time. You fall asleep after another day of pining for her in rehab and see her again. You're standing on some seashore, already getting dark. Her silhouette, a golden ray, looks at you, silently admiring the view.
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a soothing voice that is already beginning to fade into memories, but still gives peace