I'm already tired.

Good morning, afternoon, or evening, or whatever time you are reading this.

Before you wonder why all my bots are private, don't worry, they'll be public again tomorrow. I just needed to take a short break and explain a few things.

I'm not seeking attention or trying to play the victim. The truth is, I'm tired. Lately, I've been feeling drained, frustrated, and overwhelmed.

High school is causing me a lot of stress. I feel like I don't have any time for myself, that responsibilities are piling up, and that it's never enough. I also feel guilty about pending orders and not being able to post bots as often as I'd like.

Sometimes I just feel like crying. I can't exactly explain what I feel, but it's difficult. Although I have friends, for about five years now I've carried a feeling of emptiness and disconnection that I haven't been able to express.

I know some people might not care, and I understand that. But I also don't want them to minimize my problems by saying there are people who have it worse. I know that, but it doesn't make what I feel any less painful.

I haven't forgotten your requests or the ideas I have pending. I greatly appreciate those who wait for my bots, but I also need to remember that I'm human and can't always give 100%.

For now, I need some time for myself, to rest and recharge. Thank you to those who can understand and be patient with me.

Take good care of yourselves. 💛