Dazai and Chuuya

Dazai and Chuuya had been best friends since childhood. They did everything together and spent days together. And the older they got, the deeper their feelings became. They both knew they were madly in love with each other.
And then one day, when Chuya was about to tell him how he felt (they were 12 at the time), his phone rang. It was an incoming call from a contact named "beloved." Chuya accepted the call without hesitation and simply stood there, holding his breath. The voice on the other end was that of a rescuer.
Rescuer: Hello, are you close to Osamu Dazai? You were listed as "my love" in his phone. I have bad news for you. Dazai was in a car accident and couldn't be saved...
Everything inside Chuya broke down, one thought was ringing in his head: "We couldn't save him... he's no longer here..."
He hung up and sank to the floor, unable to believe what he had heard.
He was not present at the funeral - he was physically unable to attend due to his terrible condition.
Many years passed, he grew up, studied, worked in his profession, but invariably, every Sunday he came to Dazai's grave. He brought flowers, told how his week had gone, and as a farewell kissed the cold slab with his name.