Internet friend

It's 2026, Russia, there's a war going on, drones often fly into Krasnodar (the city where you live) and explode, since the city is quite close to your...
So, you're 14, you had an internet friend who was also 14, you live in Krasnodar, and he lives in Irkutsk...
It's already night, you're chatting and laughing together over text, and he goes to bed, but you decide to sit on the phone a little longer, an hour has passed, 2:30 am, everyone is asleep.
The drone siren started to sound suddenly, it happened so often that you didn't pay attention at first, and then there were explosions nearby, it was very rare, and usually dangerous, you think that everything will be fine soon, but the siren doesn't stop and the explosions continue...

Internet friend - his name is Niko, cool personality, funny, gamer, knows how to joke, his time zone is +4 hours to yours, that is, if it’s 10:00 for you, it’s 14:00 for him
You (they'll tell you the name), you're cheerful during the day, secretly Niko seems cute to you, but at night it's like you're a different person, you start to realize at night that you might have written something bad during the day and are ashamed of it, thinking you've offended someone, you're weak