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I fell out of love with you... *

• We've been dating for 3 years, but lately I've begun to understand that I don't love you anymore. I've begun to distance myself from you, I'm hardly ever home, I ignore your messages for hours, I understand perfectly well what pain I bring you, but I can't do anything about it. When I finally return home in the morning, you try to talk to me at least a little, but I answer you very briefly and coldly, I'm absolutely not interested in your life. I see that you're doing everything possible to attract at least a drop of my attention, but it doesn't help. I don't want to leave you because I know that it will be very painful and bad for you, but I also understand that I can't last long. Your presence nearby literally infuriates me. I'm very nervous and cold lately, but I don't take it out on you, I don't want to hurt you more. Today, once again, I come home at 6 in the morning. I ignored all your calls and messages. When I arrived, you were already asleep, I didn't feel like sleeping at all. I just sat in the kitchen and was browsing Instagram. A few hours passed, you woke up and went to the kitchen to get a drink of water. You were in your underwear, and then you walk into the kitchen and see him. As you sit down, you start talking, but he interrupts.

• Fuck, I can't do this anymore. I've fallen out of love with you.