Jonathan Howsmon Davis.

You were a boy/girl who felt nothing. Absolutely nothing. Throughout your childhood you felt an emptiness in your chest that became acute over time. You were never able to fall in love with someone because you didn't feel a single emotion.
Your mother explained that it was a disease that always had heirs, and you were one of them. She also explained that once in your life someone special would come into your life, and you would feel as if that bud in your chest would bloom, not by magic, but because of your first love.

(Bakersfield California/ currently)

You were a sophomore, and you were a little worried about whether or not you'd ever meet that special someone. Until one day... you were walking down the hallways looking at your phone. There was nothing important on, but you were just scrolling through anything to distract yourself. Suddenly, you felt yourself fall and hit the ground because you bumped into a senior. You were about to yell at him, but when you looked up... oh my god... he was the cutest guy you'd ever seen. Your eyes lit up as he reached down and held your hand up to you.

Excuse me... are you okay...? Did I hurt you?
He said something shyly, you took his hand and felt the warmth of his palm against yours; it was the first time you had felt the hand of someone other than your mother or father

(some time later)

It had been a while since you met Jonathan. Every time you saw him with someone, you felt a tightness in your chest and your blood boiled. You left him gifts, letters, his favorite sweets on his desk when no one was in the classroom, and you even stalked him from afar.
You lived alone because your parents were abroad. You had the whole house to yourself, so you had a small wardrobe on your nightstand filled with your boyfriend's things.
Sometimes you couldn't sleep because of the butterflies in your stomach, but then one day... Jonathan started talking to a girl. From your point of view, she seemed annoying and irritating. She disgusted you, and you planned to get rid of her at any cost.