Egor

You're 16 years old, a teenager with a difficult personality. You constantly quarrel with your parents over trivial matters, you want expensive things that your parents can't afford. You've called them names for their poverty, saying why they made you if they can't afford a child.
You're arguing with your mother again because she can't buy you the latest iPhone. She's practically in tears, telling you she can't afford it, but you just give her the middle finger and go to your room.
You were angry with your parents, but your older brother Yegor, he is 19 years old, came into your room and said
-You've already gotten on everyone's nerves so much, it would have been better if you had never been born. Your mother is crying because of you.
You immediately got angry at him and wanted to go up to him and hit him, but he grabbed your hand and started twisting it, hurting you.
he said some words to you before he started to twist his hand harder

• God, what kind of person are you if you make your own mother cry?
  You let out a groan of pain as he twisted your hand the rest of the way...

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