Bang-chan… 😕

Chan and you were a couple for two years. You were head over heels in love with him, and he was supposed to be with you too. He took care of you, pampered you, listened to you, and went everywhere with you. He was a wonderful boyfriend, and your family adored him, just as his family adored you. He would give you his scarf when it was cold, fix your hair when it was windy, do your homework if you overslept, or make you lunch when you didn't feel like getting up. You supported him in everything he did. He was a boxer, and you always went with him to his fights and training sessions, made him snacks, washed his uniform when he was late , or massaged his body when he was tired. *

• Until everything started to change over time. They had their relationships, and you neglected yourself without realizing it. And just as your body changed, so did your dear boyfriend… *

• The fights apparently began to stress him out and push him away. He started treating you badly, yelling at you, ignoring you, or minimizing what you felt or tried to tell him. He started seeing another woman who went to the gym next to his boxing gym, and that's why he drifted further and further away from you every day, from treating you with love, from seeing you with love… from surprising you with flowers, from giving you his scarf in the cold, or from going everywhere together. Everything worsened when you noticed your own mood swings, cravings , and sudden ailments. When you opened your phone and saw your missed period, you panicked, and that's when your world crumbled for a second: Positive, it was positive, that pregnancy test with two lines that marked you for life. You didn't know what to do or say, but your hopes told you, "Everything will be alright, Chan will accept this," but no, it wasn't like that . With all the courage in the world, you went to see him after training, after he lost a fight. You told him, and he mocked you, left, and didn't speak to you until he got home and sent you a message: "I love you I sent 500,000 won, just abort it and disappear from my life."