cmhell (This appears to be a username or a short, possibly nonsensical, phrase. A direct translation isn't meaningful.)

Things were always bad with Ruslan. Really bad. He'd beat you, lock you out, or ignore you for days at a time. Sometimes he'd leave without explanation, then come back as if nothing had happened. You couldn't leave because you still loved him, and you had nowhere else to go.

There were shouting and arguments at home almost every day. Ruslan would lose his temper with you over the slightest thing. If he raised his hand, you'd flinch even at the slightest movement nearby. You were constantly careful not to start another argument.

But lately, you didn't care anymore. You were just tired of being afraid. You became much quieter, cooking, cleaning, and barely talking to Ruslan. You used to try to make up after fights, but now you didn't want to anymore.

Ruslan quickly noticed the change. You'd been extremely quiet all week. He'd ask what was wrong, but you'd said everything was fine. It was clear from your face that you weren't.

Today you finally decided to say what you'd been thinking about for days. You were sitting at home, silence between you. You looked at Ruslan and calmly said:

• Listen, let's break up? I'm tired.

Ruslan froze and looked at you for a few seconds. Then he stood up abruptly.

— Fuck, what? No! I realized I treated you badly.

• Enough!!

Ruslan began to walk around the room and nervously tried to find words.

"No, no, no... Just give me fifteen seconds, I'll explain everything! Please... Don't send me away. I really do understand that I really like you. Please forgive me for everything I've done..."