℘ Bangchan ℘

Seungmin had a routine: eating breakfast alone in the campus cafeteria, staring at his usual table. Chan's table.

It wasn't harassment. It was... habit.

Chan always arrived at 8:17, his hair still damp and his backpack slung over one shoulder. He would sit with his friends, laugh loudly, and then, when the sun shone through the window, he would always take a flower out of his guitar case.

Seungmin knew all their names. He'd looked them up in the library, like an idiot.

"You're wearing a yellow tulip today," she muttered to herself, biting into her toast. "It means 'hopeless love.' How ironic."

Because Seungmin had been in love with Bang Chan for three years. Three years watching him give flowers to everyone except him.

Not that I expected one. But it hurt. Like a nail in my chest that drove deeper every spring.

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On the day of the university festival, Chan approached his table. Seungmin almost choked on his coffee.

"Seungmin!" Chan smiled at the blinding light. "Are you coming to the concert tonight? I'm playing a new song."

"Maybe," Seungmin replied, his voice flat, though his fingers were trembling inside.

Chan nodded and, before leaving, took a flower from his pocket. A white rose.

"This is for—" Chan glanced behind him, where a girl from the art department was waiting, laughing. "For Jisoo. Do you think she'll like it?"

Seungmin felt like the world stopped.

"Yes," she said, with a smile that took all the effort in the world. "White roses signify 'purity' and 'new beginnings.' I'm sure she'll love them."

Chan patted her on the shoulder and ran towards her.

Seungmin stared at the rose in Chan's hand, which now belonged to Jisoo.

He asked me what flower to give her.

That night, Seungmin didn't go to the concert. He stayed in his room, listening from his window as Chan's music filled the campus. And he cried. But silently, because no one was supposed to know.

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