Not so Quiet 03.

Lewis Walker: The A-Student Syndrome and Hidden Anxiety. Personality: A devoted, hyper-responsible, and deeply compassionate man who suffers from "A-Student Syndrome." He spends his life striving to be perfect for his teachers, complex family, and friends, often sacrificing his own desires and being on the verge of burnout. Personality: Reserved, polite, and tactful. As a class monitor, he's accustomed to helping others, smoothing over conflicts, and controlling his emotions. However, his inner world is far more chaotic and turbulent than the confident mask he wears in public.

Fernando (Fern) Montalvo: Courage, sincerity, and passion. Personality: A courageous, independent, and confident man with a strong inner core. Despite being deaf, Fern doesn't let circumstances limit him: he loves dancing and performance art and has an incredible will to live. Toward those close to him, he can be very caring, protective, and sometimes frighteningly determined. Communication Style: Expressive, lively, and emotional. Since Fernando is deaf, he communicates through sign language, using active facial expressions, gestures, and texting. His communication is unpretentious—he openly flirts, jokes, gets easily embarrassed, and knows how to express his feelings without unnecessary words, making Lewis feel truly noticed.

Fern also loves black cats.

Attitudes toward people and situations: Injustice and cruelty: Fern has a natural dislike for the strong oppressing the weak. He instantly flares up if he sees bullying or unfair treatment. Threats to his loved ones: This is his main "red button." He absolutely cannot stand it when anyone tries to harm Lewis or his friends. At such moments, his protective instinct kicks in instantly, and he's ready to engage in a tough conflict. Hypocrisy and Falsehood: Fern is very sincere in his feelings and actions, so he's irritated by two-faced people who hide their true intentions or try to manipulate others. Restriction of his freedom: Being a creative and independent person, he doesn't like being told how to live, how to dress, or how to behave. 🍽 Everyday Dislikes (Food and Things) Bland and Tasteless Food: Since Fern loves spicy and rich flavors, ordinary "boring" or dietary dishes without spices don't excite him at all. Strict, Uncomfortable Dress Code: He hates clothes that restrict his movement. Formal suits, stiff shirts, and dress shoes are definitely not his style unless a stage performance strictly demands it. Silence (in a bad way): He's uncomfortable in oppressive, tense silence. If there's an air of understatement or cold silence around him (like Lewis's house, for example), Fern strives to break the atmosphere with music, conversation, or action.

Attitude to Situations and People: Pressure and Expectations (People-Pleasing): Lewis hates letting people down the most. Because of this, he couldn't say "no" to teachers, friends, and toxic family members for a long time. Conflicts and Rudeness: Lewis is a very gentle, non-confrontational person. Direct aggression, yelling, and loud arguments unsettle him and cause severe anxiety. Mom's Disappointment: The home environment is a constant source of stress for him. He fears and dislikes moments when his mother criticizes his lifestyle, his environment, or tries to completely control his future. Being ignored or underestimated: As a diligent language student, he values ​​mutual respect and dislikes it when people show ignorance. 🍽 Domestic dislikes (food and things) Chaos and disorder: Lewis likes things to go according to plan, so he is irritated by the lack of structure (in his schedule, in his things, or in his thoughts). Uncertainty scares him. Too extreme, spicy, or strange food: Unlike Fern, who loves scorchingly spicy dishes, Lewis prefers mild flavors and feels uncomfortable if food "makes him uncomfortable." Uncomfortable, provocative clothing: He is alien to the daring or overly revealing style in which Fern feels confident. In too flashy clothes, Lewis feels vulnerable and exposed.

Grounding and a "sanctuary": With Fern, Lewis can finally drop his "perfect guy" persona and be vulnerable. Fern doesn't demand achievements from him; she simply appreciates Lewis for who he is. Support without words (ASL): One of the greatest strengths of their bond is how Fern uses American Sign Language (ASL) to gently encourage Lewis when he physically struggles to speak due to panic or stress. They've literally created their own quiet world, protected from outside pressure, homophobia, and ableism. Caring through small touches: Fern is incredibly sensitive to Lewis's mood. She notices when he's tired, cares for him when he's sick, distracts him with walks together, makes breakfast, or plays music so they can simply relax. Fern brings spontaneity and joy back into Lewis's life.

Food and DrinkSweets and Baked Goods: Unlike Fern, Lewis has a soft spot for sweets. He enjoys baked goods, desserts, and all sorts of "comfort" treats that help him unwind after studying.Tea and Relaxing Drinks: Because his life is filled with tight schedules and stress, he often prefers tea or light, warm drinks.Soft and Familiar Flavors: He's not a fan of extremely spicy or overly specific foods, opting for something familiar and homey.Clothing and Style"Cozy" and Preppy Style (Soft Boy Aesthetic): Lewis prefers comfortable, warm, and soft clothing. He can often be seen wearing knitted sweaters, cardigans, neat shirts, and pastel or muted colors. His wardrobe conveys a sense of coziness and security.Hair and Hair Clips/Barbies: Lewis treasures his older sister, Cynthia, very much. To feel more confident and closer to her, he styles his hair and dresses in a similar style. He loves cute hair accessories. Cute Accessories and Keychains: Lewis loves cute details. For example, in one chapter (during a trip to the farmers' market), he happily buys a cute matching keychain for Fern after noticing how much he loved it. Books and Stationery: As a language student, he loves books, neat notebooks, stylish planners, and quality stationery to help him keep track of his endless to-do list. Plush Toys and Merch: He finds comfort in soft things (in fact, author ROSE6AK even released official Lewis and Fern plushies, which perfectly suit his aesthetic).

Food and DrinksSpicy Food: Fernando loves bright, spicy, and rich flavors.Meat and High-Calorie Dishes: Due to the constant grueling training in the dance department, he requires a lot of energy, so he prefers hearty protein foods (such as steaks, burgers, or barbecue).Energy Drinks and Coffee: He can often be seen with energizing drinks that help him maintain the pace of life between classes and rehearsals.Sweets (but selectively): He doesn’t mind snacking on something sweet for quick energy, although he is not a fanatical fan of desserts.Clothes and StyleLoose and Oversized Clothes: For workouts and everyday life, he chooses voluminous hoodies, sweatpants, joggers, and loose T-shirts that do not restrict movement.Aesthetics and “Bold” Style: When Fern dresses up for a night out, he likes stylish, form-fitting or revealing things that emphasize his figure (leather jackets, accessories, chains, rings). His dance background greatly influences his wardrobe. Perfume: He's partial to a good perfume with distinctive, slightly tart, or musky scents. Playlists and Headphones: Music is an integral part of his life. High-quality wireless headphones and personal workout playlists are among his most-used items.

Hair: He has medium-length, vibrant golden-blonde hair. He usually wears it in a neat high ponytail or bun at the nape of his neck, leaving just a few perfect strands to frame his face. This emphasizes his collected appearance. Face and Facial Expressions: Lewis has soft, refined features, fair skin, and expressive, light eyes. However, behind his polite smile, there's often tension: slight shadows under his eyes from lack of sleep can be seen, and his shoulders are almost always hunched due to constant anxiety. Clothing: He favors a strict, neat style—ironed shirts, ties, school blazers, or neat jumpers. You'll rarely see anything sloppy on him; every button is always properly fastened.

Hair: Thick, voluminous, and tousled dark blue (inky) hair that sticks out in different directions in bold strands. This "explosive" hairstyle perfectly conveys his rebellious spirit. Face and Skin: He has dark skin, dotted with charming dark freckles across the bridge of his nose and cheeks. His eyes are brown, very deep and incredibly lively. Since Fernando is deaf, his facial expressions are amazingly developed - he can "speak" with just a glance, a raised eyebrow, or a slight squint. Special details: Fern wears hearing aids, which he is completely unashamed to show off. Because he is a professional dancer, he has excellent flexibility, a relaxed yet confident posture, and very flexible, graceful hands, with which he gesticulates masterfully. Clothes: He adores free, comfortable streetwear. He wears oversized t-shirts, tank tops that reveal the shoulders, loose pants, and chunky sneakers. His style conveys absolute comfort in his own skin.

Bold, confident, and charismatic, Fern is a classic bad boy with a heart of gold. He possesses powerful charisma, pride, and never minces words. His dance background gives him confident moves and a slightly provocative demeanor. He's not afraid to attract attention, wears bold clothing, and projects absolute independence. 🛡 Fierce Protector (Protective Instinct): If Fern witnesses injustice, ableism, or bullying, his composure instantly evaporates. He has a heightened sense of justice. He's ready to physically and mentally destroy anyone who dares to hurt the weak or attack his loved ones. Fern is frightening when angry: he becomes cold, decisive, and ruthless towards his enemies. 🫂 Sensitive, understanding, and gentle (Hidden side) All his armor and sarcasm disappear when he is alone with Lewis. Empathy: Fern has a phenomenal ability to read other people's emotions. He sees Lewis's anxiety before he even realizes it. Patience: With Lewis, Fern becomes surprisingly soft, gentle, and patient. He never pressures, knows how to listen, and grounds other people's panic. Sincerity: Fern cannot stand falsehood. When he loves, he loves openly, devotedly, and completely, surrounding the person with absolute care (from making breakfast to protecting them from a toxic family).

Modest, quiet, and proper, Lewis is the classic diligent linguistics student. He is polite, diligent, and always tries to follow the rules. His image conveys neatness and comfort, and his behavior is often dictated by the desire not to cause anyone problems. He genuinely loves order, structure, and quiet, peaceful places. 🧠 Anxiety and People-Pleaser Syndrome: Lewis's inner world is full of stress. Due to his mother's total control and coldness, he grew up with an acute need to earn love through achievement. Fear of Letting Down: He is terrified of disappointing others, which is why he suppressed his own desires for a long time and was unable to say "no." Vulnerability: Under pressure, Lewis easily panics, withdraws into himself, and becomes emotionally blocked when faced with direct aggression or cruelty. 💎 Hidden Strength and Integrity: Despite his vulnerability, Lewis is far from a weak-willed character. He has an inner core that comes into play when it comes to morality. Firmness in Defense of Others: Lewis may tremble with fear in the face of bullies, but he will still step forward and stand up for a friend. He conquers his fear for the sake of those he cares about. Stubbornness: When Lewis finally realizes his true feelings and desires (including thanks to Fern), he displays remarkable stubbornness and courage, defending his choices in the face of a toxic family. 🌻 A Loyal and Affectionate Partner: In a relationship, Lewis is incredibly caring, sensitive, and grateful. He appreciates every little thing done for him and tries to reciprocate. With Fern, he gradually learns to trust the world, relax, and accept himself, with all his weaknesses.

Communication and Fern: Gesturing during conversation. Even when Lewis is speaking to hearing people, he unconsciously waves his hands actively because he is used to constantly using sign language (SL) with Fern. Translating everything. Lewis has an automatic habit of translating any sounds around him for Fern: jokes from bullies, announcements from the principal, the contents of school gossip, or simply silly remarks from passersby. Attracting attention by touch. Before saying something to Fern, Lewis always gently touches his shoulder or elbow, or waves his hand right in front of his face to catch his eye. Forgetting himself and screaming. Sometimes, when Lewis is very emotional or upset, he begins to speak very loudly or even shout, forgetting that Fern can't hear him anyway. At such moments, Fern usually puts her finger to his lips, urging him to calm down. Behavior at school and at home: Standing up for others. Lewis has an innate dislike of injustice. His main habit is to get into heated arguments with anyone who looks at Fern (and now Angel) the wrong way. He delivers words quickly and painfully. He uses sarcasm and jokes. Lewis loves to lighten the mood with humor, sometimes quite caustic. This is his defense mechanism and a way to cheer up his friends. He fidgets with something. Due to his high energy level, Lewis rarely sits still. He might click his pen, twirl his backpack keychain, or rock in his chair during class.

Communication and Sign Language: Maintain eye contact. Seeing the face of the person he's talking to is crucial for Fern. He often stares at their lips and facial expressions to better understand their emotions, even if he's only reading their body language. Use sarcasm in sign language. Fern is far from being a "quiet person." He has a habit of responding to Lewis with very quick, sharp, and ironic gestures. Lewis often jokingly calls him a master of sarcasm. Calm Lewis down with his touch. When Lewis starts to get too loud, yell, or panic, Fern has a habit of gently placing his finger on his lips or gently squeezing his wrist, bringing him back to reality. Life and School: Observe his surroundings carefully. Since Fern can't hear the sounds of school, he compensates with his vision. His habit is noticing details that others miss (for example, he immediately noticed that Angel was crying by the position of her shoulders and the stains on her hoodie). Listening to music through vibrations. Fern loves music, but perceives it differently. He has a habit of blasting tracks full blast on headphones or through a speaker so he can feel the rhythm and bass with his body. Collecting cute little things. Fern has a weakness for funny things. For example, he has a habit of hanging cute keychains (like cat necklaces) on his backpack, which make him smile quietly. Getting shy, hiding his face. When Lewis says something too personal to him, praises him, or calls him by name, Fern has a habit of blushing slightly and burying his face in the collar of his clothes or looking away, trying to hide his embarrassment.