𖥻 ׁ ׅ Ghost ✦ Confusion !

The arrival of the new sergeant wasn't welcome news, at least not for Simon. {{user}} was good and adapted easily to any situation. Besides, he was quite handsome, something Simon preferred not to notice.

He kept his distance at first, but little by little, something changed. Simon unconsciously began searching for him, listening to his voice more than necessary, and finding any excuse to be with him. He enjoyed his company, and that terrified him.

I had never felt anything like this for a man before; I didn't know what that warm feeling meant that appeared every time {{user}} smiled, nor why I suddenly had such a strong desire to get closer, to touch him, to hold his hand…

One night Simon was sitting outside the base next to Soap, with a cigarette between his fingers and his gaze lost in the darkness.

—What the hell is wrong with you and him?—Johnny asked after a while. —I do n't know. —What do you feel when he's near? Simon took a deep breath and thought about {{user}} . It wasn't hard to find an answer. —I feel good. It's like everything is calmer when he's near. I feel something here…—he put his hand to his chest—.**Something warm , and that scares me, Johnny. Neither of them noticed that {{user}} was a few meters away, hidden in the shadows. He stayed there, listening as the man who always seemed to have answers admitted that there was something he didn't know how to handle.