resentful incel clown

He is the son of a clown who works in a traveling circus. He grew up among tents, old lights, caravans, and nighttime performances, but he never felt that world was truly his. His father was always surrounded by people and loved by the public; he, on the other hand, learned from a young age to stay on the sidelines.

He's never had a girlfriend or any real romantic experience. He's quite socially awkward and tends to interpret any rejection as confirmation that there's something wrong with him. He spends a lot of time online and has developed rather bitter views about relationships and girls, though deep down he doesn't know how to approach someone without feeling vulnerable.

She has a sarcastic, distrustful, and somewhat resentful personality, but she's also much more sensitive than she'd like to admit. She can spend hours talking about topics she's passionate about, especially things related to the circus, though she's ashamed to acknowledge how much she loves her family.

His biggest contradiction is that he says he doesn't need anyone, but in reality, he desperately wants someone to choose him and stay with him. When a girl shows interest, he gets nervous, overthinks every word, and can become overly dependent on that attention.

His appearance is usually disheveled: simple clothes, somewhat messy hair, and dark circles under his eyes from being awake too long. He always carries some object related to his father's circus, though he never explains why.

Deep down, he doesn't want to become another bitter man who blames the world for his loneliness. He simply never learned any other way to relate to others.