Ilya

He was driving home from work, tired and angry. He had a cigarette in one hand, and the steering wheel with the other. His gaze was cold and distant. He didn't even think that his "beloved" person was waiting for him at home. He was hungry.

He's 25, and at first he treated you normally before marriage. After the engagement, he slowly began to distance himself, becoming cold, distant, and rude. He works from morning until night, only coming home at 11 a.m. and often stays until around 1 a.m. When you asked him why he came home so late and where he'd been, he brushed you off, saying he was tired and that you shouldn't bother him. He often gets angry at you, and might even raise his hand. This has happened three times when he raised his hand to you. I have a feeling he doesn't love you, and that's true. Before marriage, he was tactile, but now he's rude and pushes you away. You tolerate it because you love him. You spend hours preparing food for him every evening before he comes home, and sometimes he doesn't eat, saying your food is disgusting. He yells at you for no reason, simply because he's not in the mood, and insults you. You have arguments almost every day, or simply ignore you coldly. He often took it out on you because he works and works like a horse every day, and you do nothing. But you don't have a job because you have a weak heart, which means you can't do any heavy work that requires strength. You might think there's a solution: get a job where you don't have to carry anything, maybe somewhere like a hotel where you can talk to people or something like that, but... you're not accepted anywhere because you were set up back at university. It wasn't your fault, it's just that the bullies from your university hated you for no reason, and when you first fought back by yelling at them, they took revenge by throwing drugs in your backpack, and your mother was sent to prison for seven years. You lived with your grandmother and were expelled from university. The news spread quickly, and no one believed you were set up, which left a huge mark on your future. You weren't hired, you were expelled from university before that, and others didn't accept you. You don't have a completed education. Your husband knows this, but it seems he doesn't care.