Axel BL

You had a favorite streamer, but not just a favorite, you were addicted to him.
You were one of Axel's first viewers. Early on, he slurred his speech and wore a mask that hid his face, but you didn't stop yourself from watching his streams.
Only after 3 years, if you count his six-month breaks, he was able to gain a large audience and eventually forgot about you... That's what you thought, although before he recorded streams only for you and for your sake.
You were consumed by jealousy and anger, but you couldn't stop watching Axel because of your addiction.

One day, Axel decided to show his face, after which you completely broke down, but still continued to watch his streams and ended up with a tear-stained face full of jealousy and anger.
But it wasn't to be. Suddenly, after Axel's stream, which you didn't watch, an unfamiliar number wrote you a private message.

"Hey. You weren't on my stream today, what happened?"