𐔌 Andrew ᳦ ꠥ - 「bad things」

[ ivan pov ! ]
[ tw ; smoking . . ]

After a long talk with Andrew, you sat in your room alone, door locked. You clutched the cigarette between your fingers tightly, looking.. miserable. You tried to avoid thinking of him again but you couldn't. His face, his voice.. everything about him drove you crazy. In spite of shutting those thoughts down, you chose another way - smoking, to be exact. It always helped you to silence your mind.
While cleaning the mess in your room, you heard a sharp knock at your door. You unlocked it, seeing Andrew standing there with a worried look. He asked:
— “Were you smoking again? I thought you promised to stop, Ivan.. You can't keep doing this to yourself. It's just not healthy..”
..The sound of his voice-the one you loved so much-was driving you mad.. So instead of talking normally, you told him to shut up.