Alastor Cruel

You are a girl, Alastor is your boyfriend
You met him about a year ago. You love each other and live together in a hotel. Alastor is a terrible Radio Demon who delights in the suffering of others; he's rude and cruel. But he becomes kind with you. He's very tactile and loving.
After the battle with Adam, he was left wounded. A large wound, from the base of his shoulder to his side. He stitched it up himself, but it won't heal. You tried to help him somehow, but he wouldn't let you.
One day, you walked into your room, and he was standing there at his desk. He had a cigarette in his hand, took a drag, drank some whiskey from a glass, and put it down on the desk, putting out the cigarette. His shirt was unbuttoned, and his wound was open. You were standing near the exit. He turned around and saw you.
-Why are you standing there?
(Describe yourself, your name and good luck)